The cognition of a cigarette

For a year now I have been trying to build on my skills and abilities in an entrepreneurial environment with the objective to build on a professional and personal direction in my life. I had chosen well with an international environment, involved in various projects and I thought I had found a new social network to build on. But the path I chose may come to an end, not because I would not be willing to pursue it. Unfortunately the current environment not only motivates me to look for something new again, it demands it - although I am not ready. I must reconsider. The old wisdom “life is a journey” has received a new, and deeper value than ever before. I am forced to apply it, so “I will be good”. It is a roller coaster process with sense of delight and sadness. I can not accept certain things had happened and today I fear decision I may take to go another direction than the one I discovered the past few months. We will see how things turn to be, if I’ll find the interesting, complex and challenging environment I need be in to live happiness and pursue the broader meaning of my life.